this guy had a big knife and he was grinning at me. Tessa walked by, we were all in this yellow forest, and it was fall. The ground was dry and cracked. I was laying on the ground wearing a long black dress and I was curled up, hiding my face from the guy with the knife. Tessa waves to me, and laughed spazticly, randomly saying Metallica lyrics. The guy with the knife kneels down next to me, putting the knife down next to him. He pulls me into his lap and starts to rock me. I tell him whats running through my mind. Pure hopelessness. Desperation, I want out. I can't stand to live in this stupid body anymore. I pick the knife up and press it hard against my wrist. Tessa starts to cry like a Salior Moon character, and the man just keeps grinning. Out of no where