I am inside a tent in my back yard with my neighbor who I have deep feelings for. It is in the afternoon and we are laying next to eachother talking about sex. I have never had sex and he, knowing that, has somehow talked me into having sex. I really want to but am very nervous and scared. I get up to go get a condom out of my brothers room but before I even make it into the house, my neighbor is coming out of his house with a metal box in his hand. We are standing underneath a tree in my back yard and he opens the box and it has about 5 condoms in it and small pieces of paper. As I look into the box my stomach starts to ache and I feel like I want to cry. I look at him and he smiles, puts his arm around my waist, kisses my neck twice, and tells me it is going to be okay.
