I enter an abandoned house. The front door leads right into a bedroom. The walls are bare and gray. There is a little glimmer light. There is no wall on the backside of the room, and the room expands into nothingness. Against the wall with the door is a waterbed frame of wood with no mattress in it.
Standing around are four naked men and a woman. I was directing them to have intercourse. Three of the men say that they are under age and can’t. Two of them go and stand next to the door the other stands next to the waterbed on the side away from the door. The remaining man, shorter than I, with blond hair and defined muscles tells me that I will have to fill in.
I walk over to the end of the bed and bend over facing the door with my hands on the bottom of the bed (Where the mattress would be). The other man puts on a condom and proceeds to penetrate me. I feel nothing. While under me lies the woman whom I am kissing and licking affectionately. Her hair is long and brown and her skin is soft. I notice one of the other men watching us. The other two are sitting by the door and cannot see us.
The man finishes and removes the condom and troughs it away. He tells me it is time that I give him a blowjob. The next thing I know I am walking into the nothingness with the man. We are both naked but wearing socks. I can see the ground, it looks like we are in some type of field outside and there is a curb on the ground that I balance on while we walk.
I tell him that I did not feel it. He tells me you get used to it. He also tells me, as if I asked him, that he is straight and that you can do what we did.
What does this mean? I think it has to do with Submission and dominance not homosexual desires. I am married and happy sexually. I did have intercourse with a man once when I was in high school. It did not impress me much.
