to explain this.. what i did last night was sorta asked the fairies/angels (whichever) to grant me a dream that mirrored my past life. i dont think it worked cos i ended up having this strange dream.:
I was at the ffa rec camp i just went to. and it was kinda like the old girl scout camp i used to go to. there were cabins, but they were coed. and at both camps, there's strictly girls and strictly boys here and so on. but once inside the cabins, it was like the girls' dorms at rec camp. there's this guy at school named owen. one of my guy friends and he was like the R.A or soemthing. well, it was time for 'lights out' and i didnt even go in my cabin. I wandered around the camp some and then when the counselors saw me i thought " o shit!" and tried to think of a plan becuase my brother was a counselor and he would severely be mad. well, i saw his girlfriend misty walking aound with a flashlight and all the counselors went off somewhere, but the dorm lights went on and i ran to mine and tried to hop onto my bunk without being noticed. well, owen had a flashlight and he flashed it at me and i kept thinking " o god. nick's gonna be mad and so is mr. sawyer. i better make up a lie about my stomach and my stitches!" but owen told someone and Nick came in and said that the counselors would race the campers and if the counselors won, i could get away with not going to the cabin. well, the counselors won and i got away with it.
The next day i was in the camp store and erin was in there and i bought this monster pixie stick and i was eating it. erin left and i walked around by meself looking at all the other campers. for some reason i remember these 2 metal head looking guys that were in the store. but i walked outside and erin was there with aubry and i was thinking about how aubry still has my prodigy cd. and they were selling huge pixie stix outside so i bought one, but the thing that holds the sugar stuff in it was this really tall bong and i looked at erin and we both smiled.camp