I posted the date I first had this dream. the fact that I remember the exact date scares me a bit. but the fact that this dream happens exactly the same every time scares me more. I havn't had it for the past two years. I'm always five or six years old, with a bowl cut and chubby complexion. I have on pj pants and a tight T-shirt. I tend to chew on the top part of the T-shirt.
Remember the movie labryinth? I'm at the entrance to it, and I'm eating the faeries, I get tired of this and walk along until I see a goblin. I stop. he stops. I run away, and he chases me with a screech of glee. He catches me and takes me to a town square filled with goblins. at this point I'm crying and fighting as best I can, trying to get away so I can find my mom. I don't know why she was in there. I have the feeling like we entered together and I got distracted and she kept going. But now I had to find her. the dream continues with me taking the North exit (it's north because north is up. little kid logic is easy) running as fast as I can. the tears have dried up, I'm terrified, and the goblins are chasing me and making a game out of it. every now and again my path is blocked by a gobln appearing in front of me. I run haphazardly through bushes, walls, halls, and up and down trees. I hide under cars (I did this a lot as a kid. I was quite proud of my car crawling abilities) and they would find me and I would run. this would go on for hours. I always wake up while being chased. I never find my mom.
I had this dream first in lancashire apartments. when I was in 4A. then several times in 5B. in edgebrooke I had it right after we moved and then sporadically until I moved into the basement. I only had it once when I lived in the basement. and once I had it at kristen's house. I had fallen asleep in the living room. this time was different because I didn't wake up screaming.
