I am at my cousins house, and there is a big family gathering. As often happens, it isn't on purpose, just everyone seems to be visiting at the same time... my aunts and stuff. I think Sue is there, visiting from america and i brought her here with me, although i don't actually see her when i enter the dream. So i go upstairs to pee, and then into my cousins bedroom, and i just sit on the bed. There isn't anyone upstairs and it's all quiet and peaceful... i can hear them talking/laughing downstairs though. And i suddenly think that this would be a great place to bring Sue up, so we could have some time alone... do things without people seeing. I just sit on the bed and daydream inside this dream - just imagining our first kiss, sitting side by side on the bed, soft... sweet... :) And i get a little rush, as happens in real life when i imagine these things, like a little rush that goes from my legs up to my heart and makes me feel all funny :). Although this was *in* the dream... weird. Anyway, so i go to the top of the stairs, about to go down and ask Sue to come up, when i see my cousin walk down the hall. All of a sudden i am not sure whether Sue is even in england or not... so i call up my cousin and she comes upstairs, and i ask her if Sue is here, and she is like,
'What?? Why would Sue be here? She lives in america!', so i am like,
'Oh.. weird, must have dreamt it....'
So i am sorta dissapointed that Sue isn't here, but it seems normal for me to have thought she was for some reason. Anyway, i go downstairs and it is time for everyone to go home... except for my family who always stay a few hours longer... So we are all outside watching people get into their cars and waving goodbye and stuffs, and this old lady (who doesn't exist in real life) from next door comes out, and i am really friendly with her, i always have been, we just have this strong connection (again, this person doesn't exist, i just know all this in my dream). I am talking to the lady and stuff, i don't know what about... All of a sudden these two largish black dogs come out of her house (or was it the nextdoor house?) and start barking and sorta raising themselves at us like dogs do. And i have this paper form in my hand, and they are after that, like trying to reach it as i hold it over my head. And they are quote nasty, there is no way i could keep it from them, so i just drop it on the floor and that maul it... and then they bite my hand and i manage to shoo them away. But where they bit my hand it is like... plastic, like as if they melted my hand where they bit.. like their teeth were hot and they melted grooves in my hand - no blood or anything. But when they *bit* it, it just felt like a normal bite.
Then.. they start circling the old lady, and it just seems really scary.. like they are brushing her legs both of them and circling round and round... and we are both scared and she seems like something is happening to her. Then they both try to like bite her and stuff, and they barely touch her with their mouths, but she falls to the floor like groaning, then the dogs run off. So i crouch by her side and ask if she is okay, and she says something like,
"i'll be okay... i'm a survivor" or some stupid thing like that. Then these like numbers appear on her head, a countdown from 10... and its going down and i *know* that if someone doesn't do mouth to mouth thingie on her when it gets to 0 she will die... And i am all scared and can't do it, and i am screaming for help but no one comes... and she dies. And i am just crying my eyes out, and i realize that why we have this connection is because she is a Unicorn (uhm, can i be bothered to explain that? Goto unicornsunited.com and read the 'what is a unicorn' bit). So i am just bawling, a total wreck, and my mum and my aunt come over to look and they just don't seem bothered, they just crouch by her proding her... And they see i am crying and are like,
'Look at him crying! LOL! Pathetic sod'
Those weren't the words, but i can't remember them... they were laughing anyway. So i tried to blubber something, then i had this book in my hand. So i *threw* it as hard as i could at my aunts face and said 'FUCK OFF!!!' and just turned round and carried on crying...
Then all of a sudden, my tears seized up, just.. stopped. The lump was still in my throat.
And then i woke...
And i still had a tear in my right eye... just down my cheek a little, and the lump was still in my throat.......
