i don't remember it clearly... but all i remember. is i was talking with chris... and he said something that made me cry.... suddenly i thought i was in the movie "hannible". and i was hannible lectur. *pardon my spelling*. i grabbed this giant razor blade and said, "okie dokie, here we go". and i made an odd grimace and dug the razor into my wrists... i fell down watching the blood flow... and i was awakened by my pa, wondering why i wasn't dead.
