saturday nite i had a dream that i was at the pool and being attacked by this boy thing who was bigger then me. i was in the water when he jumped on me and started to drown me. some guy was standing over us and he threw a knife into the water towards me. i grabbed the knife and stabbed attacker man. i started crying and the guy who threw the knife into the water held me, just whispering and crying. i was just sitting there in my bathing suit slicked with chlorine and blood, watching the pool turn pink. the guy who was holding me then said "he did that because he loved you." then he took my face in his hands and he said "he was only 11 years old." the rest of the dream was just me trying to live my life knowing i'd killed somebody.
