it started when anna and i went swimming, we decided to swim around the whole of england on these surfboards but suprisingly the water was warm and shallow all around the UK. annas dad was with us, and when i called my mother from scotland two days after leaving she seemed very unconcerned about where i was.
in scotland we were staying in a tent for a couple of days, there were many local kids around and i killed annabel (a girl who was very much getting on my nerves at the time of the dream) with a pink see through gun, resembling a water pistol and also my lighter. Anna calls her mum and she says it will take three weeks to achieve our task but we manage it in two days.
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the next thing i remember, i think a few days has passed after we have finished swimming but i remember vividly i have a tan and salty sea hair still. i am at a trains station, i think i am going to visit lloyd (my real life boyfriend) and anna is selling tickets at a table. i wait at the end of train tracks. the train station is undercover and at the end is a plain of desert, the sun is setting outside and by the stoppers i meet louise and ruth (friends) they say that rosie (one of my best friends) was meant to be there but she hasnt turned up. eventually she arrives wearing a pink and tassely dress, followed by annabel whom has been raised from the dead in some way unknown to me. they talk about a flight to florida.
i see the old "popular" boys from school and feel scared of them as i used to but not longer do, they are playing pool next to a set of train tracks.
i meet a different boyfriend...he is fat and has ginger hair and is named robyn. he doesnt exist in my real life and i think...what am i going out with him for? and dump him cruelly in a text message.
next i see another boyfriend. im not sure how i know they are my boyfriends. this one does exist in my life and is called james. he is the best friend of annas ex. i hug him with passion, which is strange as in real life i barely know him.
i am now at a football game in someplace that feels like a hotel or youth hostel. it also feels that i am on a school trip. i am wearing a towel and the air is summery. dusk is turning into darkness. i ask to go to the toilet and go through a breakfast room with stale croissants on the tables, someone is being taken on a tour by a worker there.
i find a toilet and realise i have come here to watch a porn film i have stolen from somewhere. i keep trying to watch it but memebers of my family keep coming in. there is a tv in the bathroom for some reason and the bathroom is my ensuite.
for some reason my stepmother (who also doesnt exist) comes in naked and i kiss her and finger her (this probably caused by the nature of a porn film i watched whilst stoned the other day)
lloyd (mentioned previously) also comes in and applies maybelline mascara to his eyelashes. i feel love for him and dont mind when he kisses the stepmother, reminiscent of a porn star.
the woman then says "ill take your mascara if you dont play the tongue game" and the dream ends.
