Anyways, I was in a room, like on a bed couch, like a wide day bed. The lights were off, and I was sitting but lounging with my friend Thom lying on me with his elbow next to my knee and his head and his head resting kind of on my body. Now, the thing is, I have a lot of very close guy friends of whom I am very fond, and you could say in a way I love, so when I analyze this dream, it wasn't sexual, but a loving cradle. I was running my fingers through his hair, and my boyfriend was sitting next to me to my left crosslegged with his hands in his lap. We were watching a movie, and now when I think of it, it was like Julian's room. Anyways, he looked at me and said something to the effect of, "You know that hurts my feelings. It seems like you tell everyone else but me everything about you, and run to everyone else when you are in pain. I don't know why you feel you can't talk to me. I thought I was your sheild." Now, somehow, as this was said, Thom was oblivious, and I looked at Julian and said, "I'm so sorry. You are the one I love. You should know." and I turned to Thom and told him he better get going, and I'd see him later, and he was all. "Late, good-bye. See ya Patterson." and gave a kind of band geek solute and walked ot and around the corner. And I looked at Julian and my heart fluttered in my ribs, and I said, "Gods, I love you." and we cuddled closer and we were all peaceful, and I awoke.
Now, I have another similar, or another 'Julian (my boyfriend) dream' under Anxiety called Pregnancy. I got this new name now, though. So most my dreams, or maybe at least a good amount of them will be 'Julian' dreams.
