i had a dream that i went crazy. in the dream, i was more watching myself, then actually going through the actions.
i mean really insane, like i couldn't control myself. i was really really sick. i kept locking myself in closets fer no reason. i would pack up a suitcase full of clothes only to sit in a closet crying and ripping my hair out. it was quite disturbing.
my eyes were sunken into my head and they were bruised and black. i was super skinny. i had scars on my arms and my legs.
i went over to annes house and i told her that i was dying. she began to cry and asked me when. i told her that i'd be gone by tomorrow. i told her that i am really insane and can't control myself. she told me that i better go online and tell my boyfriend. so i signed on and he was online but he signed off. i got all upset and tried to call him but he wouldnt pick up.
so anne and i decided to go to the beach. i decided to drive because i wanted to before i die. i guess i went kind of skitzo because i kept hearing lots of voices and i could barely make it downtown. anne is screaming at me to let her drive but i just go faster down the dan ryan.
we finally reach lake shore drive and i get so frustrated that i drive right off the road onto the beach. we get out and anne runs away from me. so i am left alone on this beach. but the sand is all mirror and glass shards.
so i walk around fer awhile and then im suddenly at home. and i keep trying to go upstairs but the stairs don't end. i want to say goodbye to my parents and i keep yelling to them but they don't answer. so i pass out on the stairs and from the way it looked, i die.
