I was talking to Aaron on the phone and he said something like "Angel, I have to be honest... I don't love you any more. I'm sorry hun, I am.." And hung up on me. I started crying and walking back and forth with my head between my hands... I walked downstairs and grabbed a butcher knife. I slumped to the floor and said, "I always loved you." And then cut my wrists
Then I saw people taking my body to the hospital, dressing the wounds, sticking IV's into my arms... People came in and left cards, flowers, and stuffed animals... My friends all came in, some of them sat with me for periods of time...
Suddenly I was at home, but my body was at the hospital... And I heard my Mom arguing with someone on the phone... She started screaming into the receiver and said "She tried to kill herself because of you and this time she might die! Don't you understand!?!?! She can't talk to you any more! Don't call here again!" And she slammed down the receiver.
I was back in the hospital and someone walked in... I couldn't see them very well because they were standingin the dark. They walked into the light and I saw that it was Aaron... He walked over to my hospital bed and pulled up a chair to the side... He grabbed my hand and kissed it while tears ran down his cheeks...
