i was in the bathtub. there were candles lit everywhere, the lights were out, there was incense burning....a very sensual scene. for some reason i slip my head underneath the water, and i open my eyes, and i see the watery image of my whole bathroom on fire. like even the top of the water. i sit up, wanting to scream...and the fire jumps up all around out of nowhere. i'm actually on fire, i feel the heat on my skin. i don't scream though. i'm very calm. i stand up and look down at my arms, at my legs, and the skin on them is blackened. my body begins to fall apart. i lose my fingers and toes, and then slowly my body crumbles into the water. i myself am still standing there. but it's not me, or wait. what fell into the water was not me. this, the entity still standing is me. a fuzzy representation of me, haloed around the sides. i feel no pain, the fire around me spreads and spreads, it crawls up my leg and i feel nothing. i only feel this free feeling, like i'm finally rid of the physical body that trapped me on earth. i raise my arms, and i look at the new creature i am. i find i have wings. i spread my wings and fly away. walls don't matter.
