i've been having the dream way too much. i'm getting scared by it. every time i have this dream, it's a little different, or it will last a little longer, or i'll catch something i didn't catch before. like near the end, when he's holding me, i'll hear what he's saying, and he'll say something like, "i've never wanted to lose you...i don't think i can..." or he'll be singing to me very quietly, maybe
